Thursday, June 5, 2008

Daily schedule:
12pm-wake up
1pm-watch tv, do anything,
6pm-turn on the computer and start networking
7pm-eat dinner
9pm-stop, go up, watch
2/3am-sleep

okay. this is my daily schedule since the start of summer. it will change already in 5 days. summer`s ended but the real thing`s just beginning. June 10, 7am, I will officially be a sophomore. gosh. I dunno how hard it`d get. uh. no more late nights etc. but even when there are school days, I usually sleep at 12 am and get up at 6:30am. I know it`s unhealthy. I know it`s stressful. I know it`s bad. I know I am such a happy-go-lucky person. I know right? :) but. oh well. that`s me. ((: I`ll miss late nights and 3 hours networking marathon. :( I`ll miss the lazy summer days. :|

lately, I haven`t doing some works with photoshop. maybe. I got bored. too bored. nagsawa na. ((: and less computer and tv time already. but I got more late night sleeps. :) wonder what am I doing? I just watch dvd`s even though I watched them already. :) haha. need more DVD`s. lend me! :D I`m bored. but I am still surviving. :) for good.

I am just thinking how would I live after graduating High School. :) living in Japan or studying at the famous unversities at the Philippines. :) driving my own car, living alone. and all those weird dreams that I have. all the nonsense thoughts. :) I keep thinking about `em every night. ;) haha. ((: I know I am a weirdo. ;) ohwell. need to think about the present first before the future. :) till next time. ;)

Okay. now i am a bit crazy. I know this is too soon. I know this is soon. oh. whatever.

I`m considering Japan to be my home country for the next few years. after I graduate High School. now, I`m trying to find a school there where in I can study. a school that offers scholarship or the "exchange student" thing. my mom said that it would be great if I go study there. my dad told me that their colleges for engineering are good there because of the transport stuff which he told me that I cannot understand. but still, I have this love to that country. Iam not saying that I love Japanese culture than the Filipinos. I just want a good future.

actually, my dad worked there. I mean in Japan. cool right? :) and I was a little kid back then. `bout 2 years old I think? :) first child. :) he left my mom and I to work there for just a few months. when he came back, he had brought home so many stuffs and toys and whatevers. but all I did was to ruin them. I removed the hair of thee dolls, smashed the toys and didn`t care at all. I know I`m violent. ((: and stupid. ;) haha.

I have this goal of following the footsteps of my dad. like what he said. "you`ll be the next Engr. Vicente". wow. it would be a great honor for me then. :D haha. oh well. :)

I have considered some schools where in I can enroll in. :) one is- Ritsumeikan University. :) they offer a Civil Engineering course. :) another one is Hokkaido University. :) they offer a scholarship and a Japanese language course where only foreign students are the only ones allowed to take the course. hmm. :)

these things sounds good. my mom told me to already send emails to the schools I want to apply in. heehee. :) in almost 3 years, Iwould be graduating in high school. in short, I need to learn how to stand on my own already. be more independent. I think I would need to enroll at Japanese language courses and learn their culture before 1092days[3 years]. :O total shock. haha. ((: nah. I know I can do it. I believe in what I can do. ;)

this sounds weird. but my mom asked me if I have interest in Japanese men. I said yes. ((:

okay. this thing`s over now. till next time. ;)