I don't know why I get
sweaty palms (ew. I know.) more often now and I got this uncertain feeling of being not contented. There is something bothering me which I don't really know what it is. There are some things that are going on my mind right now. The Personality Development lessons- which I hope I will survive this, my parents are
investing so much on me. I don't even know if I can give back that happiness or that gratifying feeling to my parents knowing that I'm not that kind of person who
expresses what she feels always. I'd
rather remain silent sometimes. That's why my mom thinks I should enroll the personality development thing which she is hoping that it would somewhat "upgrade" me to become a better person. I hope it would. I hate money matters. :( It sucks. The person we talked to yesterday told me that I should be appreciative of my mom. Okay. Thank you, Mom.
I need to get the
swimming lessons. I don't care if I'll get a darker skin. My mom's planning to give me her
Fitness First membership. Oh I would gladly accept it. I might jump jump jump. Mwahahahaha. Yehey.
I don't really feel happy now.
*The turtle wished he could fly. :(
