Friday, September 12, 2008

I do not like this week. I really don`t. This was a stupid week.

I am annoyed by the people around me. I feel depressed. uh. uncertainty I guess. it`s like I am beginning to learn how to live alone. how to be alone. how to be one individual.

I do not trust anyone now. even my family. maybe at times; but most of the time, NO. I do not trust the so called "friends" too. it all changes you know.

It`s hard when you fail at something. It becomes harder if you feel like you`re a big stupid stupid stupid crap because of that failure. When someone tells you "bobo mo." [you`re stupid], it`s the hardest thing to accept.

I regret the times that I fail. seriously. I regret. I do.

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Okay, happy thoughts now! :D I don`t even have one. :|
sorry for this boring entry. I just wanted to take it out.

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I don`t usually hate people. I don`t usually get angry at people. I DO NOT USUALLY CRY BECAUSE OF STUPID PEOPLE.
I am not pointing at someone, I am not addressing someone. I am not ruining someone`s reputation here, okay?
maybe, the thing below`s for the individuals who are annoying OTHER individuals.
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dump a crap, dude. here`s for you:

"learn to respect. don`t wait for me to do this in a hard way.
you`re getting on my nerves, let`s not take this physically.
I`ve been never told with the words you told me. F**K you!
I may be failing now. But I`m still more diligent and SMARTER than you.
eat that, **IT!"