Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Psycho
last week`s been a stressful week. test results, outreach Florante at Laura, etc. school projects are now coming. so I`m preparing myself again. conditioning my system just like a robot.
i`m going Psycho. weird feeling. I`m going overboard. I need a Psychologist. not a Psychiatrist okay? I don`t need a mental hospital or what we call "the white house". I just need a stupid shrink. I don`t want any of our guidance counselors. I know what they`re going to say. I think I need independence. though I have it now. I need time to be alone. to be in my world. I don`t have anyone to run to, you know. there are those what we call as friends, family and loved ones but they`re not enough. this is a hard to explain feeling.
ask the world what you`re going to do and it`ll answer a crap to you. it`ll throw a shit on your face and dump a waste till you`ll taste it. a long road never been conquered, a different world yet to be empowered.
riiiight. BOO!
still reading Breaking Dawn. okay, random. anyway, I am about to finish it. maybe later. I can do it. BD seems nice. the Renesmee thing is ...um okay? i guess. Renesmee Carlie Swan Cullen. WTF? what kind of name is that? =)))))
"Here we are, in the best years of our lives. With no way of knowing, when the whee'll stop spinning cause we don't know where we're going... and here we are, on the best day of our lives. And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you all to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back."-Moment of Truth, FM static
I flew away by 3:19:00 PM
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