It`s Friday. the stress. the pressure. the high school demands. what must I say?
First thing. I slept 1am yesterday which means I only got to sleep 5 hours. the persuasive demands of high school work training us for college? I just don`t know.
I needed to study but nothing was coming into my brainless mind. gaah. and the test results? I did not answer almost 10 or 13 items at most. am I that stupid nowww? *(*7^8^5$%&)#@!%*~$^()(*64%7(*^%$#@(*^%$)&*$@#%&*
the teacher didn`t teach us. he gave us notes and do your own thing. he assigns "reporters" from the class to report the lessons - in this case, some of us are bored because of the way of teaching. then when we got our grades today in that subject matter, guess what? none of us failed. honestly speaking, I did not even pass any of his 5 [only] quizzes. I only passed the Long Test and the Quarterly test. wow. it`s really different when your teacher is male I guess. Because in our school, we only have three male teachers and all of them are in the High School Department. but *u** it. I don`t learn from the teacher, I learn things by myself in that subject. so what's the use of coming to his class? right. understand him. I will.
We got our cards now. I mean our First Quarterly grades. disappointing. a bit. on my part. because I expect more form myself. I need to pull up my grades now. I need to work harder. especially in MATH. :(( need to do the things I need to do before everything leaks.
talking of leaks, have you heard of Stephanie Meyer? the twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn, the host author? I pity her. :( go to her site, you`ll know why.
it really sucks to know the news. it struck me. I have nothing to await about Edward now.
I am considering myself to train for swimming. but I ain`t that good either. I don't want to join any competitions. I just want to train. need training as an exercise. but I think I will die while training swimming. I might get cramps or even drown. I know what to do. I am sure that I will be intimidated by other great swimmers in our school. I only know 3 strokes. and what else? stupid Andrea.
I am divided. I do not have my expertise at a thing. but I can do anything that the world commands me to. I guess?
*Adrenaline
rush
