i hate it when people think that I have i have low profile- not in the society i mean as a person. when they tell me that I cannot do it when in fact I can. I want to exceed beyond their expectations to me. i want them to think that I am somebody. a person who can stand and do what I am obliged to. I will tell them if I can`t do it. but you know I am trying to do my best to send the message to them. specifically my parents, that I can do what they expect me to. I want to prove to them that when I grow up, or even right now, I can do what they expect me to. they must know how to believe in me. especially my dad. I want to follow him. but it is like he`s pulling me away. telling me that I am just a jerk who does not know how to work with him. this is such an irritating feeling. why can`t they just believe in me that I can do it. it`s not just my sister who is always on the spotlight like she can do everything. I appreciate my parents' hard work for us. but I don`t think they appreciate me as their daughter. I know my mind is narrow right now. but I can`t just understand the fact that they think so low about me. yes, it is a bit painful. after having lunch a while ago, I cried. I promised to myself that after graduating college, I will save money, work and after 2 years or so, study again about our business. I will have my masteral degree. I want them to appreciate me. even just for that. I am really down know. :| I hope my parents would understand me. :( I love you Dad. :| you too, Mom. :(
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