Saturday, May 31, 2008
the is-tupid feeling.
I have this stupid feeling of being alone and living in my own world. I hate it. the feeling is like people are against me. the people who I am living with. it`s like I am so alone with no one to turn to. here I go again. retardedness never comes easy. I know that. it sucks. hmm. I biked a while ago. fast speed. and there`s a part of our village which is really quiet and all the lots are empty. I went there. `twas a really good place. I wanna think about it. my life. okay. I`m too sad now. maybe it`s because on my birthday my dad wouldn`t be there. the one who I look up to. it`s because he`s on a work which is important. more important than me. :| my head hurts. I have this certain feeling of pain in my heart now. I`m going to my room. and do things. maybe it would release the unwanted auras I have. haha. ((: hmm. I wanna go out. freedom. will be mine ..someday
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I flew away by 6:57:00 PM
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