Saturday, May 31, 2008
the is-tupid feeling.
I have this stupid feeling of being alone and living in my own world. I hate it. the feeling is like people are against me. the people who I am living with. it`s like I am so alone with no one to turn to. here I go again. retardedness never comes easy. I know that. it sucks. hmm. I biked a while ago. fast speed. and there`s a part of our village which is really quiet and all the lots are empty. I went there. `twas a really good place. I wanna think about it. my life. okay. I`m too sad now. maybe it`s because on my birthday my dad wouldn`t be there. the one who I look up to. it`s because he`s on a work which is important. more important than me. :| my head hurts. I have this certain feeling of pain in my heart now. I`m going to my room. and do things. maybe it would release the unwanted auras I have. haha. ((: hmm. I wanna go out. freedom. will be mine ..someday
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Warning: I am not an EMO person. okay?
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I flew away by 6:57:00 PM
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low profile.
i hate it when people think that I have i have low profile- not in the society i mean as a person. when they tell me that I cannot do it when in fact I can. I want to exceed beyond their expectations to me. i want them to think that I am somebody. a person who can stand and do what I am obliged to. I will tell them if I can`t do it. but you know I am trying to do my best to send the message to them. specifically my parents, that I can do what they expect me to. I want to prove to them that when I grow up, or even right now, I can do what they expect me to. they must know how to believe in me. especially my dad. I want to follow him. but it is like he`s pulling me away. telling me that I am just a jerk who does not know how to work with him. this is such an irritating feeling. why can`t they just believe in me that I can do it. it`s not just my sister who is always on the spotlight like she can do everything. I appreciate my parents' hard work for us. but I don`t think they appreciate me as their daughter. I know my mind is narrow right now. but I can`t just understand the fact that they think so low about me. yes, it is a bit painful. after having lunch a while ago, I cried. I promised to myself that after graduating college, I will save money, work and after 2 years or so, study again about our business. I will have my masteral degree. I want them to appreciate me. even just for that. I am really down know. :| I hope my parents would understand me. :( I love you Dad. :| you too, Mom. :(
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Friday, May 30, 2008
scratch up.
i`m planning to start from scratch again. i mean. creating a new blogger account. where in i can edit, experiment and create stuffs. hmm. looks like
Sam Ong and I got the same idea. haha. i`m not copying her. okay. sorry sam. :| i just don`t know why she has that idea as well. oh man. wtfudge. ((: i was thinking of this thing yesterday. hmm. i think i`ll do it. now. haha. because i got a problem. i can`t moderate the comments in my blog. i mean, people cannot comment on my written blog. just on my tagboard. okay. odd. right. not. random again. sorry. virtual retardness. 8) lalala. ((: i`m gonna create now. but still, i`m gonna use this blog. :) promise. ;) YOSH! :D
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I flew away by 7:28:00 PM
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so swollen. physical. mental.
in between my middle finger and my ring finger is swollen. and red. ugh. it hurts. i wanna scratch it but it hurts. it really does. i was bitten by a red and yesterday. and it was not an ordinary red ant. :| anyhow, i`ll just endure the little pain. it`s actually not that painful though. ((: haha. exaggerating it too much. ((:
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i`m irritated. yes. oh. yes. again. with my pesky little sister. urghhhhh. >:| haha. okay. i must. get over it. must. must. :| smile. :] okay, let`s do some learning and editing now. *smug* ;) okay. it`s like i`m making the web my virtual school. but. i`m the only student. and i`m the only teacher as well. and the only subject is learning about the computer as well as the world wide web. hmm. :) interesting, eh? :) YOSH! :D
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Labels: computer, hurts, irritated, net, sister
I flew away by 6:48:00 PM
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Fun house
I was tired. :| haha. and it`s all because of Samantha Ong. ((:
sinisi ba? okay. I went to her house today. tambay and stuff. went to the end of their village to greet Ate Jelai happy birthday. `twas really far. :| she biked. I walked. a kilometer. yes. I do think it was a kilometer walk. or more than? maybe not less than. haha. ((: Sam, yes. it did not rain. you were right. but. this morning, around 9am, i was still sleeping then thunder storms uproar. it was really very creepy. and loud. :O err. kaboom! :O haha. my transportation going to their house was my bike pedal. pedal. pedal. when I arrived there, I remembered that I forgot my wallet. OhNo. no money. :O so I went to our house again to get my wallent. men, it was really hot. burning hot. this took place at around 2:40-2:55pm. harmful sun rays! *gasps* I was really tired. on my way going back to their house, I saw 2 dogs making out. then I passed them. then they barked at me. I think they got mad because I disturbed their "love making sessions". :O sorry dawgs. ((: just a simple passer-by. :D haha. I encountered so many dogs today. I hope I can get one too. a tame one. ;) haha. pictures will be posted if I have tiime. :) haha. sorry, Sam. :) I had real fun. :)
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sorry for the "ramdomness" of this blog. ((: oh! ending of Hana Kimi Taiwanes version tomorrow at ABS-CBN. :D haha.
wala lang. ((:
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Caution: retard. i know.
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Labels: fun, random, Sam
I flew away by 8:44:00 PM
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blood shed
Okay. Now. I am shedding so much blood. *nose bleeds* woo. this is happening because I`m changing my layout in blogspot, editing stuffs, adding things, creating my virtual blog world. okay. next week, I can`t open, view, edit stuffs with my online profiles because someone will work again here in the office in our house. so daytime to dawn they`ll be using the computer. encoding and stuff. so I must not waste my time. need to edit, create things in time. :| next week`s my boitday. :) and a week after my birthday is the resume of classes. :) yay! allowance! :D haha. excited much. but when classes start again, I can`t daily open my accounts and surf the web. I need to study. rel hard. need to reach my goal. so that my parents would buy me a good drumset. @-) *cross-fingers* need to do some editing and stuff now. `kay. bye. :)
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I flew away by 8:35:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
itch.
my eyes are itching. and they`re severely red. puffy right eye. ugh. :| 5days before I end the 13th year of my life. :| 13days to go before classes start again. would it be a good thing or a bad thing? I have plans already for this coming school year. hope I can pursue them. :]
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I wanna go out on tuesday, June 3. I want to go to TriNoma with my buddies and give a simple treat. I wanna go out with `em before classes start again then we`ll get busy. ohyes. but I think my parents will not allow me. :| dad`s having a "project" at his work and again he`ll hire people, people will work here at our house, we`ll not be able to use the computer at day time, dad`s gonna be busy, mom`s gonna be busy and the driver`s gonna be busy. and the cars too. :| pano ko na isisingit ung aking hinahangad na magpunta sa TriNoma? wala pang transpo siguro. :| ugh. but I still have a bit of hope that my parent`s gonna allow me to go to the mall on Tuesday. *cross fingers*
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I`ll be making 13 changes in my life before I turn to fourteen years old. hope I`ll finish `em up before Monday. :)
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Labels: birthday, buddies, celebrate, itch, trinoma
I flew away by 7:42:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Airing live from thee Television
I already finished the Hana Kimi Taiwanese version. the one airing on ABS-CBN. :) `twas good. but the ending part wasn`t. kilig.♥ haha. ((: next: Jdorama-Hanazakari no Kimitachie japanese. hopefully, I can understand the japanes version and words. :) I wanna watch the HYD the movie and Gokusen 3. @-) haha. :)) why do I love Asian dramas? :-/ I want to watch Gossip girl and Keeping up withe the Kardashians and Beauty and the Geek[the current season airing in ETC]. :D okay. addict. :O
Futuristic thought: I`ll have my masteral degree in Engineering in Japan. :D hope it`d come true. @-)
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Labels: asian, drama, japan, shows
I flew away by 7:54:00 PM
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shop
we went to trinoma today. :) I wasn`t that "in the mood" to go for shopping but my mom insisted so I just came along. :) today`s the last Tuesday of the 13th year of my life. :) maybe Andi, the 13 year old person would go to trinoma. :] on Monday, June 2 I shall be fourteen years of age. nearly a sophomore. :) my dad gave me money to shop for clothes which will be his gift to me. :) sadly, I wasn`t able to buy a hoodie. :( I didn`t see any good hoodie. :| too bad for me. :( anyway, I had fn. ((: bought my stuffs from Artwork and Bayo. KC Concepcion.♥ she`s really pretty. :) IDOL.♥
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I flew away by 7:43:00 PM
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Irritated
Gosh. I`m really really really irritated with my sister these past few days. :| she`s so annoying and a bit stubborn. :| err. she gets whatever she wants and everybody follows her. oh so bratty. ugh. then she follows me where ever I go and sleeps at my room everyday and gets the better things. especially the better computer. while I get the sira sirang computer. the computer that restarts without a warning every now and then. err. brat. :| I hope she`ll change. I wanna really bite her now. :|
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Happy Birthday Claudz Magud. :D
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I flew away by 7:41:00 PM
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Sleepy.
I am sleepy. and bored. but I mustn`t and cannot sleep because we`re still going to the church later to attend mass. :| okay. all these, for the glory of God. you rock God. \:D/ help me not to fall asleep later. may the priest be not boring. :) all this I ask of you. :D
Random thought: did I just make a ridiculous prayer? ((:--
taong gala.gusto gumala.ngayon na.bilis.bihis.
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Labels: random, sleepy
I flew away by 4:33:00 PM
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I need.
I need a scanner badly. :( I wanna scan the drawings I`ve made and edit/post them. :| ugh. we have one but the wirings that you use to connect it to the computer and power source is lost. I need to search for it. asap. :|
it`s an extraordinary. ♥
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I flew away by 4:20:00 PM
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
a sign.
my mom, dad and I took a walk a while ago at the Phase 4 of our village. then my sister and her playmates came rushing to me and told me that they saw a real rainbow there. so I ran with them and guess what? it was a real rainbow. a very real one. :D haha. Iwas really really happy to see one today. `twas 5:something pm then when I saw it. AMAZING! @-) and you know what, that time I was thinking of the difference of a tomboy and a lesbian. haha. ((: gay pride. =))
snapshot! sorry if it`s really lame. I edited it in Adobe Ps7 so that it would look nicer? and brighter. :D
`I love RAINBOWS. :O
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Labels: love, rainbow, snapshot, walking
I flew away by 7:49:00 PM
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It starts with a "D" and ends with a verb.
David Cook. HIM. Congratulations, brother. ;)
haha. my mother got a little
gaga while watching the AI Season 7 finale. :) haha. I, too watched. :D sorry for this late post anyway. ((: he is hot I should say . and he really deserves it. the good ol bartender now a star. :) haha ((: the song bartender by Akon? is playing in my mind right now. ((: Archuleta lacked a bit of confidence and my dad said that he is only good in singing ballad songs and all that kinds of stuff. ((: okay. yea. my dad`s a critique. he loves doing criticism. but they do both deserve to win. YEHEY! :D
parang wanted lirato niya. ((: funny. ((:
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I flew away by 6:57:00 PM
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Friday, May 23, 2008
I`m a barbie girl, in a barbie world
at around 6pm, I decided to have a photo shoot with my models, Barbie and Ken. :D they`re my sister`s dolls. :D so off I went to Phase 4 of our village where it was still a grass land and just a few houses are being constructed and was built over there. I went with my mom so that we can do a little walking too. :D I wanted to shoot barbie at the old bench with the tall grasses as her background but my mom told me that I must not do it because people might think that we`re crazy if I`ll do it. and so I didn`t. :| so I just took a few shots of barbie at the sidewalks and street. ha-ha. ((: I sisn`t took much pictures of Ken because he had no shorts or pants then. `twas lost. so he was using "bahag" haha. (((: very funny. :D I had fun. :) took many pictures as I can today. :) I want jumpshots! :( i want a DSLR. :((
Note: Tomorrow, I`ll try to have a photoshoot with my sister and her friends. ;) I hope they can manage jump shots by then. :D
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Take a little look at what I did today. :D a bit summarized already. :D
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Labels: amateur, barbie, fun, photograpy, photoshop, shoot
I flew away by 7:50:00 PM
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achy achy ache.
my head aches. my jaw aches. uh. so dumb. haha. ((: my jaw aches `cause I ate a hardened Milo powdered chocolate drink. ugh. hard to explain. don`t let me explain `cause I will only confuse myself more. ((: err. it rained hard again. :| I hate it when that happens. and this effin computer that I`m using is always turning off. oh yes. so sophisticated a bit complicated. err. these things irritate me. :| OhWell. :)
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Labels: jaw, off, rain, s-tupid
I flew away by 3:57:00 PM
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
11 days.
It`s 11 days before my birthday. :) June 2. :) haha. ((: last night I was thinking on how I can make my birthday extraordinary. :> I thought of having a sleepover with my friends. that would be awesomely greaaaat. :D haha. need to think of better plans. maybe. if I can still think of some. :) haha ((:
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I miss people. I don`t text anymore. :(
`kaila macadangdang
`samantha ong
`patricia suzara
`alyssa santiago
`claudz magud
`jelai (?)
`darlene yu
`alexandra rimando
`playmate. :|
`and all the peolple out theeeeere. :| I miss you. :(
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I wanna go out, hang out.
Random thought: I`m hungreeehhh.
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Labels: birthday, hungry, i miss, june2, out and about, people
I flew away by 3:10:00 PM
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Home Alone
I`m all alone right now in our house. :( haha. ((: I own this house even for just an hour. >:) I can do everything I want. horray! :D haha. but I`m just a little frightened a while a go because a loud thunder and a great bolt of lightning flashed and sounded loudly. :| creepy. :| then it brown-out"ed" for about 2 seconds and the computer turned off as well as the electric fan.>:| urgh. haha. ((: but it`s okay. when my sister comes back, she`ll snatch the good computer away from me. so i must not waste time! :O before my bad little sister comes back. @-) haha. ((: Ciao. :] I rule. \:D/
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Labels: alone, freedom, home, sister
I flew away by 3:04:00 PM
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P.S. I love you.
I watched "P.S. I love You" film last night and I almost slept around 3am. haha. ((: so late. :| my mother kept telling me these past few days that I must learn now to wake up 9am. but I certainly can`t do that. :/ I usually wake up 12pm. ((: that`s why. ;) haha. ohwell. the movie was great. just a bit too long. haha. ((: okay. I cried while watching the movie. stupid, eh? (((: but `twas really really really heart warming. :) haha. I rarely cry during I watch movies or anything. but I cried almost 3 times while watching the film. Oh, Andiii :| :-j haha. Okay. Ciao. :)
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I flew away by 2:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Litratong humahagupit
Okay. I shall now learn the photoshop tutorials. :) I found a good site which I can depend on for now. So I'll just concentrate on this for today. :) magbobonding muna kami ni Mr. Adobe, my great friend. haha. ((((: Ciao. ((:
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Okay. muntik ko na di mabuksan ung photobucket account ko. :| wala lang.@-)
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Labels: adobe, photoshop, tutorial
I flew away by 6:50:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Ciao.
Okay. Mukang pinaparami ko lang talaga mga posts ko. ((: wala lang. anyway, maglologout na ko. :) but wait! there`s more. ((: okay. sinong gusto magpaayos ng kanilang multiply? :) sabihin ninyo at aking aayusin. ;) walang bayad basta kayo`y may sapat na kadahilanan upang aking ayusin ang inyong site sa multiply. Okei. yun lang. Paalam. :)
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Labels: bye, die, fly, multiply, sigh
I flew away by 8:19:00 PM
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freakin' boring
boring.
bored.
save me.
it`s killin' me.
it`s right here at my mind.
killing every piece of my precious brain cells.
ruining my life`s time.
oh no.
yea.
I got nothing to do.
thanks for reading this boring blog.
if you are even reading this.
haha.
ha.
haha.
blah.
blah blah.
why am I bored?
in fact, I got things to do.
haha.
so what am I?
stupid.
ha.
I answered my own question.
laughing matter.
huh?
okay.
I think this is quite too long now.
haha.
lalala.
ciao.
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I flew away by 8:05:00 PM
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lalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaa
okay. this is odd. haha. ((: wala lang. I just wanna post this thing. ((: bakit, masama? >:| haha. a playlist. right.. a playlist that plays songs. songs that i chose. songs that I listen to. (; so I want you to listen to it tooooo. :D
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I flew away by 7:43:00 PM
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Sunday day day
last Sunday, May 18, `08 we went out to Dampa at Manila to eat and blah blah. I suggested that we eat there because I had an evil plan that was running through my mind the whole week.>:) wanna know it? wanna know? wanna know it, dearest reader? >:) I planned to buy some great pirated DVD`s. ((: okay. ang babaw. sooobra. ((((((: so when we arrived there, I saw so many DVD stands and pirated DVD`s for sale. >:) haha. I got so excited. :) So I bought the good DVD`s I want.I bought 2 "series" DVD`s and 3 "movie" DVD`s. :) haha. I already finished 2 movies. :) I wanted to buy more but as I know, I am at the state of no allowance=no income=poverty line. :| :| :| haha. ((: anyway, school starts in 21 days. :O okay. short period of time na lang. :| haha. after eating, we went to SM Mall of Asia. :) wala lang. natripan lang namin pumunta doon even if it wasn`t planned. ((:
Belgian Chocolates. ♥♥░░░░♥♥
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Labels: family, fun, Mall of asia, sunday
I flew away by 6:50:00 PM
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Friday, May 16, 2008
rain rain go away, SHOO!
"Sorry mom.. I played in the rain. But I got a new friend" :D
so I got this from the popular nido commercial. haha. :-j connection?
Okay. today around 1pm it rained hard again. and we were at the rustans grocery/FCM we didn`t have a car so we need to get a tricycle. but we still need to cross the street to get a ride. and we got 5 heavy bags of groceries. :| [okay. so do I still need to mention how many bags we had?] anyway, it was really rainy so I got soakin' wet. hebigat na ulan o. ang sikip pa sa tricycle. >:| haha. so when we arrived home, my little sister and I just decided to play and bathe in the rain. in fact we have not yet bathe that time. haha. ((: fun :) lightning and thunder. D: we also saw other people bathing in the rainat the streets just like us. :O wow. haha. `twas really cold then but `twas a really great great experience ;) try it and you`ll love it. (;;
nothing`s more better than eating chocolates after playing and bathing in the rain. ;)
(published 5\20\`08 but originally written|typed 5\16\`08)- I just drafted it that day and the computer had some effin' problems so I wasn`t able to finish and publish it. sorry, reader. :/
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I flew away by 4:42:00 PM
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Bambino
Okay. Here's a review 'bout the "Bambino" sequel starring Matsujun. :)
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I've finished all the 11 episodes of this thing and it was a really nice sequel. :) watch out Matsujun fans and Italian food lovers. :> while watching this, I felt a bit hungry with the different dishes shown here. :) yum! :O the characters are good and the story and scripts are awesome. :) try to watch this. :) but make sure you are full while watching this. :) or else you'll just get hungrehh. :O
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I need another sequel to watch. :| I do not entertain boredom. :O suggestions? :)
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I flew away by 4:24:00 PM
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tragic lives. :|
It's been a while. :) and my life is really messed up right now. :|
1. the computer that I'm using right now is not functioning properly right now. :|
2. the camera that I'm using does not turn on and it's effin not fine in short SIRA. :(
3. I am at the state of poverty. :))))) I want to buy stuffs but I can't because I have no allowance as well as any income. :|
4. I'm getting weight weight weight-- more weight. :| okay. haha. :) I hate it. :| woooorkawt. :|
5. I didn't learn anything this summer. :(
Okay. So these are the tragic incidents in my life right now. :| not that "tragically speaking" though. :) Every afternoon it rains. :| ugh. that's ehy I can't jog around our village. :| I hate frogs. :[
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Labels: crazy, lalala, tragic
I flew away by 3:27:00 PM
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Monday, May 12, 2008
head--aches
err. I effin hate the no. 11. :| our family got fights yesterday, May11. :| I hate it. :( okay. It's been a month now since "we" had been apart. :| sad to say, I still miss our past. :| can't really get over it, can't move on that fast. :|
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"I love you, but I'm letting go"
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It's a cold summer evening here in the Philippines. And this effin dumb computer is so rude to me that it shuts down whenever it wants. :| err. I hate it. and I got this headache that really makes me unwell. and... I hear the loud croaking of the frogs at the large vacant lot at the back of our house. :| irritated a bit mode. :| haha. :) need someone/thing to cheer me up. ;) hey reader! can you be the one to cheer me up. ;;) haha. :) okay. bye. mother's got mad again. :| errrrr.
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I flew away by 8:13:00 PM
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
to the beach from the beach
Yesterday, Saturday we went to Nasugbu, Batangas for a Group Outing which includes the friends and family of my parents. Trip's about 4 hours and my stomach turned upside down during the trip going there. :| err. because I didn't sleep, ate too many at McDonald's and watching Bambino while traveling. :/ haha. stupid me. shame on Andrea for vomiting. :))) eew-wish. :))))))) then when we arrives at the beach at V-4 something but the water's color black and it was for public use and 'twas really dirty there. :-& so we just went to "Munting Buhangin" resort. It was at the top of the mountain my dad told us so we needed to go down for the beach. after parking, we went down the mountain slope, 100 steps. :| haha. BEACH! :O then went to the 'cottage'. Okay. after that, my sister and I changed to swimming clothes and off we went. :D wokay. haha. first I just played at the seashore part, building sand what so ever and digging and writing then I swam. :) after swimming, we ate. :D then swam again. :))))) did the same things after eating. :) wokay. I played with the younger ones. :)))))) then we finished swimmin' at 3pm. :) we ate ate ate the photo time! *shutter sounds* I became the Photographer \:D/ woohoo! :) then up we went to the parking lot and off we go to Manila. :) I had sunburn. :| ouch. err. haha. but I- we really had fun. :) drank buko juice during the road trip going to manila. :))))) wokay. :))))
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I flew away by 3:02:00 PM
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Friday, May 9, 2008
It's been a while
Okay. It's been a while since I wrote a blog here. :) haha. uh. for almost 3 days I didn't open the computer, my accounts and now I've opened them. haha. :D I was too lazy to do so. :| I'll write another entry for the happenings for the past 2 days. ;)
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Boring, Hot, Lazy Summer days.
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Today's our enrollment. ;) haha. :D
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Tomorrow's a b[itch]each day! yey! :D batatatangas. ;P
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I shall watch Bambino! :D Ep8 now. ;)
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okay. done entry. :)))))
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I flew away by 3:46:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Left alone
Okay. So I'm the only one at our house. :| and it's really raining. haha. need company. :| haha. anyway i'll just entertain myself. :|
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Now, we are finding a puppy/dog for sale. :) a cute one! XD haha. hope we can find one. :-j later, at night, I just certainly hope that the frogs won't croak so loud again. I definitely hate FROGS. :-& roar! I'm expecting more thunderstorms and... smile for the picture! :D *lightning strikes* haaaahaaaa. :D cold summer night. :] I'm starving. :| Okay. haha. :)))))
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I cut my hair yesterday. :> to have bangs. ;) haha. :D I can tie my hair now. ;) yay! :)
Labels: alone, bangs, frog
I flew away by 3:13:00 PM
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Friday, May 2, 2008
Time flies. :|
Okay. It rained hard again this afternoon. :| then it became cloudy and a bit sunny. :] This day is but a special[?] day for me[us]. :| i think. :| haha.
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"Time flies, our love's gone. trying to be strong even though i am not. trying to hold on even though i cannot. why can't just we move on and forget. why is this love living on even if we are not. separate ways, different lives. can we just be apart? can we live and stand alone? why does our hearts keep longing for one another even if they must not? I got so many questions in my head left unanswered. no matter how hard it is to live without you, I know we'll be together someday in our time and live our lives, love together and laugh like no one's watching. it'll all get better in time. the pain heals and the tears would dry. love lives but suddenly dies. I love you but I'm letting go. It's all in the past, let's just live our present and try not to take hold of the future. We may not know but I just hope. That someday You and I, our love will live again."
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The rain pours so hard. Nakikiramy ata sa 'kin eh. HAHA. :D look how sweet is the rain? ;;) I♥ü rain! :D just kiddin' :) oh. well. a painful past, a normal present, a bold future. :| HAHA. :D oh help me God. :| :) help me move on. :| haha. forget it. :)
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Okay. So I took a bath around 3pm already. :| haha. I know it's really late. :)) well. I took a bath for 30mins. :O that's the longest bath time I ever did. :)) okay. after taking a bath, I ordered McDonald's! :) yey! "Pa-cheese burger ka naman!" and fries. :) GO BIGTIME :D haha. after 20 mins, the delivery man came with our food. yey! :) then after eating, friends called. I dressed up. ung matinong shorts at t-shirt. ;) then went off. :)
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I went to my friend's house today. :) I just rode my trusty oh loyale bike going there. :) besides, their village is just across our village. so para tipid, i just didn't rode the tricycle. ;) haha. barat. :))))))) then. when I arrived there, patsu- another friend of mine and I just arrived at the same time. :) woohoo. :) haha. :) then kwentuhan and all the stuff. :)))))) happy birthday!- sabi nilang ganun. :)))))))))))))) toink. :| haha. then we went to Sam's room- the owner of the house&my friend(obviously). :) surfed the net, kwentuhan, tattoo sessions! :) sakit daw o. :O haha. rainbow tattoo's.<3>:| bad people! :)))))) nah, just kiddin'. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) okay. so I called Kfc delivery. ;) then i read their orders then at the last page there was "Happy Birthday" okay. dman. I said it aloud. shame on me. :"] :)))))) oh so stupid orders. :)))) okay. after ordering. kwentuhan again, etc. Sam's sister was awake already and we were wanted in her eyes. >:) haha. so I hid under the bed which was so dman 'twas so... uh. tight underneath the bed. :)))) (anung english ng "sikip"? :)))) nabobobo nko. :| ) and Patsu hid inside the cabinet. :)))) woo. buti nagkasya kami sa mga lugar na pinagtaguan namin. :D 'twas so hard to get out that place. :| haha. then we waited downstairs for the order. I followed up their orders then after a few minutes, the delivery man came with their orders. :) total bill= 547.20php change=2.00php. :| :)))) haha. so I didn't ate 'cause I had no share. :))) kakahiya naman kung kakain pko. :))))) at tataba ako lalo nun. :))))) which sucks. :| okay. then I watch them ate and I looked at the sky hoping it won't rain and luckily it didn't. :D so after a few more minutes, I got the dvd's I borrowed then I got my bike. Sam's dad came. :) then when Sam was about to open the gate, there was a tiny tree forg over there. :| eew. :-& haha. :) so I was stranded. :| but gladly, Super Mr. Ong [Sam's dad] came and shoo-ed the frog! :) yay! so I went off. :) I was on fast speed and the loud sounds of the frogs croaking made me so frightened. :| I biked for only 3mins going to our house and I was in a real hurry. :| then when I arrived home, I just gave my bike to the helper and swiftly went inside. :| haha. :)) I was really paranoid. :| :))) okay. shame on me again. :| :) end. :)
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Labels: bike, fun, lalala, love, pain, Patsu, Sam, summer
I flew away by 6:43:00 PM
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
I feel the Climate Change
Okay. So in my previous blog entry Random thoughts I stated that 'twas a hot afternoon. :| that was around 1pm here in the Philippines. but at around 3pm, it rained so hard that it flooded at our clubhouse and there were lightning and thunderstorms. :| creepy. :| okay. I'm so paranoid. *laughs* then now, 6pm in the Philippines, the temperature's a bit cold. :) that's really a good thing. :) for me. :] *giggles* so now, it isn't that irritating and it feels really good. :] but see this reality? it's raining real hard during summer days! :O *gasps* I'm feeling the effects of Global Warming and Climate change. :| We must act now to save our world... [before bedtime!] *giggles* just kidding. :) ...in no time! :O :) go humanity! :) haha. :D *public access as always* Labels: climate change, cold, gasp, global warming, not good
I flew away by 6:24:00 PM
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Random thoughts
Okay. now. it is a hot summer day. :| super sweaty and irritated. :| haha. :D and one more thing. I am bored. :| dman. :| i'll just try to do something else to overcome this boredom thing. :| okay okay. :|
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Off topic:
To all Filipino Workers celebrating today's holiday:
*big smiles* HAPPY LABOR DAY! :] *big smiles*
Okay. So, it's labor day here in the Philippines and everyone is at home except for the people who are outside doing a rally or what so ever. But, happy labor day still to everyone. ;)
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Off topic:
Okay. I want a work. I want to work. I need to work. :| *pout* because it's summer, I don't have my allowance so I don't have money. I need to have money because... I want to buy my own DSLR. :| seriously. :| how I wish I could just have it now for free. :| *grins* ha! in my dreams. :| :) okay. i need to have money because I need to have it. haha. :D I want to buy alotta things. :| [needed things] okay. so now I am experiencing the what we call *poverty line* dman. :| haha. i need to still wait 'bout a month to have my allowance again. :| okay. so for now, I shall live with a little money and try not to spend so much. :) go on! be free lil' Andrea! :D haha. *laughs*
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Labels: dreaming, dslr, filipino, hot, labor day, summer
I flew away by 1:08:00 PM
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I know I`m amateur. :)
